About Me

♥♥Confusion makes people uncomfortable. They can’t put their finger on me.♥♥
(Lenny Kravitz)

♥♥We ALL boil at different degrees. This is what I explore.♥♥
(Ralph Waldo Emerson)

♥♥I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I’m out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.♥♥
(Marilyn Monroe)

I am intelligent. I am intense. I like to act insane- spontaneity and all. I make rash decisions hastily, and thrive on the unknown and unexpected. I am all smiles. I am pensive with a variety of depths. I am the little daddy’s girl I was when I was 5 and made my Daddy come home from work early, take me to the mall, and buy me the hello kitty sandals I wanted since my mum said no. I am compassionate. I am honest and blunt- to a fault. I aim to please, and usually get taken advantage of because of it. I am unwilling to change for ANYONE- trust me, many have tried. I laugh at random, inopportune moments about something that happened days ago. I react unnaturally when people yell at me- by giggling like a school girl simply because it makes me nervous. Then come the tears. I am shy, though you would never guess it on here. I like to ask the questions that throw people off and make them struggle for answers because I think that’s when you really get to see their true colors. I see you in person, and I will know within 5 minutes what you will mean to me. I strive to protect children’s innocence- it is a rare gift that is often snatched at a young age and it is unjust beyond words. I cry often- in the comfort of my own bed- sometimes for no reason at all. When I’m happy, I’m really happy. When I’m down, I’m extremely low. I write- a lot. I only share a small portion of my thoughts and desires. I have learned to be overly cautious when it comes to trusting people. I am not bitter, just simply tired of the same old mess. If I fall for you, I fall hard. If I don’t, chances are I will love you in some way and go out of my way to be there for you- just ask my true loves. I pretend to be a philosopher, and I absorb any and all knowledge. I am my family- my family consumes me. Without them, I have learned that I am nothing. With them ‘watching my back,’ there is no limit or obstacle that can stand in my way. I am a dreamer; I am a diligent worker. I WILL succeed, and I always manage to get my way. I want to meet my match, the one that will challenge me in every way. Simply put? I am a complicated contradiction. Try to figure me out- I can’t even do it yet.