What nerves?????

As it draws closer and closer to arriving in Beijing, i cant contain my excitement. It was only a couple of months ago that i was so nervous I would wake up at night and get that sinking feeling in my heart, WOW i was so nervous and afraid. Now i just wake up and think Jesus am i not there yet. I feel these last 5 weeks are going to drive me crazy. I really just want to be there now and my nerves have gone completely. I never thought i would get to this point, it never even crossed my mind that i would feel so anxious to just go, rather than being anxious with fear!! its great how things work out. I cant wait to be there and finally do what i have wanted to do for what seems 10 lifetimes. Cheers to being in Beijing and meeting lots of new people and experiencing the Chinese culture. 5 weeks baby 5 weeks!!!